So again back to feeling worthless and useless. I'm not sleeping and I have no fucking energy.
I was looking on the net and it said the best way was to shoot yourself in the head with a shotgun.
I can't get access to a fucking shotgun. I don't know where to turn. I am barely keeping afloat, I pay the bills and have nothing left over.
I've not got money to buy christmas presents, decorate the house or anything. What's the point I have noone to share it with.
My family have disowned me, it was my birthday on the 3rd of november and I didn't get a single card from my family or friends.
What friends, yeah I know.
I can't work on my book because I just want to delete the whole fucking words.
I was looking on the net and it said the best way was to shoot yourself in the head with a shotgun.
I can't get access to a fucking shotgun. I don't know where to turn. I am barely keeping afloat, I pay the bills and have nothing left over.
I've not got money to buy christmas presents, decorate the house or anything. What's the point I have noone to share it with.
My family have disowned me, it was my birthday on the 3rd of november and I didn't get a single card from my family or friends.
What friends, yeah I know.
I can't work on my book because I just want to delete the whole fucking words.